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Confrontation Releases The Hidden Gem You ARE….


Confronting can be unnerving and scary. But acceleration of my heart presses me forward to the finish line. I run toward the shadowy space within that holds my greatest joy

Confronting can be unnerving and scary. But acceleration of my heart presses me forward to the finish line. I run toward the shadowy space within that holds my greatest joy

Being candid and most transparent. When I first pulled this card my initial thoughts were, “Once again we meet, what have you come to teach me this time?” As I peered at the card my eyes began to well with tears and I decided to let them flow.

See Beloved Ones, I come to share my journey with you to be more transparent than I have ever been. With this transparency comes great fear uncertainty and a high-price to pay for myself, more than anyone. Exposing my hidden self the one only I know.  My friends I stand here vulnerable exposed and naked not afraid to share my deepest emotions surrounding this Oracle Reflection- Confront. See because I know I’m not the only one who is called to confront hidden things in their shadows. We All Are. It’s something we can’t escape. Entering into the hidden self takes boldness and courage. So I am present, freely willing to honestly and truthfully share what I feel this card is speaking to Royal Redd Peace at this time.

Confrontation has never really been an issue for me when it comes to seeing things as they are. Now I didn’t say I liked it and I didn’t say it was comfortable or pleasurable but I’ve always been a person who desires Truth. So as I sit here and stare at this card, the word Confront rings true to me and many questions fill my head. But let me focus on this one to start. What has the little girl inside come to speak to the one who still hides in the dark? The little girls voice I silence at times because I do not want to hear her tell me the things that she still wrestles with surrounding her upbringing. So once again she shows her face in this Oracle reflection and I am now prepared to listen to what she has to say. Within my vision I see a little girl that looks at me with big eyes of promise. Her eyes speak and encourage me,”It’s alright to confront that which you’ve pushed down and what you’ve ignored for so long. It will all be fine. Just take a deep breath, exhale and take a deeper look. For it is now time to see what it is that has been holding you back from fully realizing your own Divine radiance. What culprit has been keeping you from believing and knowing the Divine power within you? From accepting and acknowledging that the words you speak have power to transform the lives of those that hear you. No more believing the lie that your words must be complex deep and so elaborate for the people who hear to be changed. But instead Royal Redd, speak with simplicity  the beautiful and Wise knowledge which holds esoteric mysteries. Speak clearly and freely that the ears that hear would receive these truths in their souls most inner part. The parts of them that leave nothing to be said”.

As these words flowed through the healing channel of my heart, for the first time I began to feel a lifting of my soul, speaking to her holy worth. I hear, “You are of rare value. Not a jewel to be easily accessed.” Not only believing for the first time the words her soul spoke, but truly being able to say and know that My words are valuable. My words hold power and that the words that go forth from this mouth shall not return void but they shall accomplish that which they have been sent to do. They Shall Manifest.

Once upon a time I felt as if my words were of no consequence, no concern, no power, nothing. On a regular basis being told, “Shut up no one’s gonna hear you. No one wants to hear what you have to say”. I silenced myself to uncomfortably and most blindly fit in, to become a part of a clan of people that I secretly couldn’t stand. Forbidden to speak, yet the most deepest part of me was crying out to speak her truth that was not of herself but of Divine messages from higher dimensions. Who am I? Who are they? To deny the voice of this divine messenger to speak freely and clearly? As I emerge forth into the open, transparent and ready to share the graceful inner workings of the sacred soul of this Royal being – Her Royal Highness Royal Redd Peace. I am reminded by the little girl within “You have been through so much you can’t turn around now. You must continue to keep moving forward and yes Confront the things, people, places and situations with unconditional love that you may overcome. That you may move beyond the false illusions which told you that you don’t matter. For now is the time for your voice to be heard for your words to be shared.”

As I speak I hear the word “Liberator” strongly like a trumpet call. “Might I be a liberator? Here for those souls that hunger for Authentic Divine Insight, Divine Revelation and Wisdom filled words?” I feel in my soul that I am and I feel the words that are deposited in this vessel are unique,simple and  richly full of Wisdom and Divine expressions of The Creators love. I shall carry these messages of Spirit to the hearts and souls of those that would welcome this messenger, this Holy vessel and being Royal Redd Peace.

While this has been one of my most vulnerable pieces of writing I am happy that I have been able to share with those who have been present in my space for sometime now. You have supported me and have seen my transformation over these last few years. Some of you have been with me much longer so you know different parts of my journey have not been easy but I stand here committed and ready to finally accept the assignment, the call and the mantle that has been placed upon my life by the Most Excellent Creator of the Most High of Highest. I no longer will deny myself that I Am a being full of Sacred Knowledge, Holy Insight, Divine Revelation and Expansive Wisdom. I will receive the Beautiful Consecrated messages from my higher soul first for myself and then lovingly share them with those that are willing to hear and willing to receive. I Am a servant of the Supreme Universal Creator and it is my Most Excellent and Royal Honorable pleasure to share with humility the Divine speakings that are released to me.

May you receive encouragement, power and extra ordinary strength to go within the place of your Shadows. Allowing the moon to shine upon those beautiful gifts and exquisite treasures that are buried beneath illusions, false perceptions and created ways of being. As you allow yourself to go deeper within the dark spaces you shall uncover everything that you’ve always been and didn’t know you were. Being able to free yourself Mind-Body, Soul & Spirit that you may share your beauty with those who hunger to be made whole and transformed by the wonderful messages and creativity that only you can share. Share freely without fear of how others will hear or receive you. Be bold! Be courageous! Shine brightly! Shine as only you can shine! Let it be clear that you are of Divine Beauty, Divine Elegance and Divine Love. Peace to thee all. I love thee. Royal Redd Peace.


Let Go.. Let Vulnerability Enter ….


Vulnerability means letting Go….
It means knowing that you have the right to feel the way you do and be your most authentic self in doing so.

Vulnerability also means knowing when to let the emotion go and release it to soar; bringing you freedom from anything the emotion brought that is no longer beneficial. 

Release it.  Let it be free.


Now speaking from a tender space, Royal Redd Peace is familiar with the workings of letting go of pain memories of the past.  I am clear it’s sometimes a difficult task to let go of the memory of pain because see you have gotten so used to the pain, that you sometimes find pleasure lingering there.

This pleasure no more than undermines your power to rise and stand in the strength of your Beautiful Divine Self.  Digression for Progression is necessary at times. In that digression remind yourself that you are not a victim but victorious when you arise to whatever is presented you. Boldness, Courage and Bravery are needed, and they all lie inside of you. Smile.

Be mindful lingering pains cause ones perception to be distorted and not clear. For pain blocks your vision to see what is the underlying cause of your unrest. Breathe. Exhale.

Now when the very thing that you thought was healed is somehow triggered by an encounter with a person (place, thing or situation) bringing the pain memory to surface; Well My Beloved it is safe to say that this is still an area yet healing.  This area is still being redeveloped. Your muscles are gaining strength. Keep exercising them by allowing the pain memories to rise to the top so that you can work through them and heal. 

So as I always say Allow those pain memories to rise up but not take a seat.  Allow these thoughts,  emotions and uncomfortable body sensations to manifest.  And as you work through them being honest with yourself about how you feel, well you will see that all is well and you’re growing more stronger in yourself.  In fact that your healing is miraculously happening before your eyes without you being fully conscious because you’re allowing the feeling of the pain to block the fact that you are actually moving through it and not sitting in it.

Instead of allowing the pain to block your progress by feeling so awful about it as if these emotions shouldn’t be arising, allow yourself to feel what you feel. Release the need to punish yourself for having these feelings. Release the need to suppress or stop them from coming up, for these pain memories are toxins working against your healing. Release them in Peace and Love and Let them Go. You are no longer the owner or victim of these pain memories. Let Go. All is beautifully well. Breathe. 

Release the right to remember the pain as a haunting experience. But instead one that is reflective of where you have grown too.  Insightful of where you have come from now reflecting boldness and beauty for how the wounds of the past have been washed, cleansed and healed. A scar of reminder is left pointing to the rites of passage that you have come through, overcome and now stand in beauty of the testament, “That which doesn’t kill you will make you stronger”. And I add, That which killed or crucified the pain memories of an enslaved mind which was once clothed in pain is now clothed in Divine Love. Divine Love reflecting and rejoicing in joy and peace.

I release Divine Love, Divine Joy and Divine Peace to all who have read this.
Ase’ – Namaste’. In my own words: You have the power within to create the vision you house. And I honor and bow to the Divine in you. In turn I honor and bow to the Divine in me. Ashe’

Love you All Divinely,
Royal Redd

The Birthing of Vulnerability – My Birthright….

The Birthing of Vulnerability – My Birthright….

As I travel on my journey. I am brought to this place often. Vulnerability. I honestly am starting to get comfortable with this new-found friend, One I once thought was a sign of weakness. This programming  is being dismantled. The frames of the mind that were brought over from my loving Ancestral Blood lines, are hard to release at times. But present day, I find myself in a space of deep release. Deep awakening from the spells that held my eyes shut for so long. The spells and curses spoken upon my Ancestral Bloodline that I carried for so long, lose their power NOW. This day. No More. And I awaken and began to take hold of my Divine Blood line Ancestral Wealth.

Now knowing My beautiful Ancestors were forced into submission with the whips of oppression that said they couldn’t show any sign of strength. For their very presence made the oppressor feel vulnerability. So that which they felt was projected back upon the Ancestor, because the very sight of them screamed Power and Authority. Their Blackness oozed it. How could they DENY themselves their birth right of showing their Queenly and Kingly dimensions in a way that is just innate? Beat into submission.

As my mind awakenings from the spells more and more, I see. Yes. I see for the first time how some of the strongholds on the psyche are meshed so deep within they pervert that which was to protect you and twist them to harm you. Control was the old masters delicacy, plotting the demise. Genocidal intentions. No more. Awaken.  Allow it be so no more. For some still sleep, but the old master is no longer in control of your body. But the old thought patterns still haunt you and lurk in the dark places. The hidden shadows. Every now and again you see them poke their head out and rear their ugly face and go back into hiding.

But NOW, I say, no longer allow them to recede into the darkness of your mind. Go in the shadow spaces allowing yourself to feel and embrace the vulnerability. When you feel the urge to fight to stay in control and press down the very thing you know needs to come up, because it makes your skin crawl and scream. Vulnerability. Allow it to unfold. Cover yourself in the sacred space of your safe haven and go within and have the experience of Vulnerability. Shroud  yourself with humility, because when you are able to be vulnerable with your own Divine self which is already made Beautiful, Perfect and Whole, Complete in the Divine Orchestrator of All Things. Well Darling, Divine things emerge from DARK, OBSCURE Spaces that you have been desiring to manifest for ions. NOW, is the time to release the control. Surrender and let it take its course. The outcome will be Beautifully Divine.

Release the need to fight the vulnerable space. Release the need to defy it. Release the need to fight it with your egotistical need for controlling everything around you. Release, Resist and cease to hold onto old, stale and lifeless things that no longer bring you Joy. Release them. Be at Peace.

Vulnerability is labeled to be such a frightening thing. However, when you really dissect it, maybe the old oppressor knew the way to having a beautiful divine life was to feel. To release fear. To release the need to control. But instead they chose to subdue and project their fears upon my beautiful Ancestors. Perhaps they knew to have feelings is to strike the passion cord of ones heart, soul and spirit to manifest the beauty that lied within them and lies within us.  To feel. To be vulnerable is to show the spiritual essence of love, for when you can empathize for  and with another hurting soul it is truly being open to feel your deepest most hidden truths about yourself. Unknowingly we are all interconnected even with this old master, representing how we bring ourselves under control and self sabotage. We hold on so tightly to things, people and places in our lives so that they appear, behave or become as we desire with no concern of it serves the higher of all involved. Control.

Release the need to fight with the thoughts in your mind that tell you that you are inferior, less than, can’t do it, won’t do it. Instead speak to the thing that says you are not, Bringing it into Divine alignment by going within that shadow space bringing the light of love; revealing and healing those things that you were once unconscious too. Release them from the prison of your shadows and allow them to unfold that you may receive the beauty they hold.

Our Ancestral Queens and Kings experienced merciless and most horrendous terrorist acts upon their humanity. But their spirits live on through us. Heal them and release them peacefully that they may soar and live through you. The Ancestors speak to us that the very essence of ourselves lies in the dark places. So in order to know this, behold this, be one with this. You MUST, MUST, MUST, go into the space of darkness. Shadows of vulnerability cast love, encourage and strength upon you. Shrouding you and clothing you in Grace Divine for the journey ahead. Ase’

Love 2 Thee All,

Royal Redd Peace